pardon me while i evaporate

i feel a sudden need to have a large bowl of Honey Stars cereal in cold milk. i miss having that sort of breakfast at any given time of the day. even wheatbix with fresh banana slices.

today someone told me that we are soulmates. strangely, i didn't know how to react to that statement, having it being said so nonchalantly it almost sounded as if he was just saying "hey, it's raining". is it safe then to conclude that the constant need to flail for air while simultaneously feeling an unexplainable peace and comfort when around him confirms his deduction? five minutes pass. an hour. a day. i am strangely calm and apathetic about it. not enough to brush it off as coffee table chatter or not write about it, but just enough to acknowledge it without any dramatic emotional turmoil. i am flattered too that he sees my existence in his twenty years from now. i, frankly have not ventured that far into the future land of what if's. i have not even begun to wonder what the weekend would be like.